Dear Tessa (Inspirado em Will Herondale [As Peças Infernais])

Dear mom
I've been thinking through
Confess I've been thinking about you
Do you remember that big coat
You used to make me wear when it was cold
It feels vain to do it now
Because we almost die all the time
But I'm fine.

Dear dad
Why did you leave your post?
I haven't known love since I was home
Well, I have this new home now
Did you leave because you thought they were cold?
Because I don't think so
It may be lonely sometimes
But I'm fine.

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And if this is a letter, I'll burn it
Because I love you too much to show it
I'll keep it to myself and try to justify meanness
Till them, I miss ya.

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If no one loves you
Do you even exist?
If no one cares, what's the point of all of this
Suffering, suffering
I should have left when I had the chance
On the first time, maybe I would've saved her life
And maybe, as well, mine.

Dear Jem
You are my biggest sin
I love all of you
Even stupid Jessamine
Maybe the walls are really falling down
Wish I could tell why, but how could I?

Dear Henry and Charlotte
I was alone, you were all I got
I don't blame you for hating me
I sometimes do the same, that's fine, Sophie.

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And dear Tessa...
You'll never know, but I love your name
And I hate that you'll never see me the in that way
I screw everything up because I love you too much
So maybe someday you can forgive me
And maybe then
We can learn to love again?

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I'm tired of wondering if I exist
Because I know I'm alive everytime you look at me
Never thought I could love, but I love you and then I
Suffer, suffer
You are the reason the walls are falling down
Maybe you can see me for who I am now
You said I've saved your life
So maybe now you could save mine?