Monsters

I've been trying to do it right
Didn't take any side
But I wasn't fighting anybody else
It was a war against myself
One I didn't not foresee

~pre-chorus:
Cause now it's dark and I don't know
What am I standing for
Don't know what will I do
I cannot get to you...

~chorus:
I don't wanna run away
Not again
But it's hard to stay
It's driving me mad
I keep being stabbed in the back
I don't wanna fight anymore...
I'm the lost cause.

Dear friend
Writing to you does not feel the same
It's still great
But just not enough
Anymore...

I'm lost in cries
In the emptiness of my own existence
Looking at the sky
Asking for a savior
Cause I can't lose the war
Cannot run away anymore...

~pre-chorus~
~chorus~

~bridge:
And if you hear me
Please, save me
Take me out
Of this loud
Silence
It freaks me out
To think about
"Maybe"s
It's hard to run from monsters
When you've become one.