Lonely

Is anybody there?
Can somebody hear me in this whole mess?
Feeling like a man lost in the sand
For too long, can't remember since when
My head feels stuck in the same place
Somewhere far away I hear my name...

~chorus:
I am lost in the silence
Stuck on a dead end road
My life was kind of lonely
Watching instead of living feels so cold
The kaleidoscope of memories spins in my head
So confused, am I mad?
Lonely I was, lonely I'll stay
But loneliness won't make the pain go away.

My heart is beating fast
Loud and empty, does that make sense?
Everything I say
Feels so stupidly vain.

I look at the face in the mirror
To the girl who's not still that little
Beauty in the pain
Looking at the empty
Stuck in a lie
When all my heroes suddenly seem to die...

~chorus~

I can see a light in the end
Maybe a civilization that for me will wait
But I'm too weak to reach it
And loneliness won't make the pain go away.