Dead

I walked through that door one more time
I've done that before, but now it hurts
I'm just standing there, I'm paralized
Cause I can't throw away this dirt.

The dirt is on me, that's what I've become
All the secrets I've kept, they exploded on my face
I feel bad, I feel numb
These guys treat everything like a race, but I'm tired of this sick game.

Chorus:
People keep reminding me of what I got, oh what I got
How do you expect me to react?
People keep telling me "you're not, oh baby you're not"
They say it's gonna pass
But they don't get...
Deep inside, I just feel dead.

My heart didn't stop, because I don't have one anymore
Everything I do, everything I say
Has no meaning, has no faith
How can I let go
When I'm far away from everyone I know?

I don't feel angry, I don't feel sad
Cause I can't feel anything but an empty place on my chest
It hurts, it hurts too much
I will never be good enough.

Chorus:
People keep reminding me of what I got, oh what I got
How do you expect me to react?
People keep telling me "you're not, oh baby you're not"
They say it's gonna pass
But they don't get...
Deep inside, I just feel dead.

This whole world, it's so sick
But it does make me feel so weak
I thought I was strong, I thought, I thought...
But maybe I'm just not myself anymore.

I keep reminding myself of what I got, oh what I got
But I just can't react
I keep telling myself "i'm not, oh baby i'm not"
I say it's gonna pass
But I don't get...
Why deep inside, I just feel dead.
Dead, just feel dead
I can't react
Cause I just feel dead.